Out of the blue

i jst started crying ,
i jst wanted someone to talk to but i ain't got no one
that's how sad my life is.
i can't figure out why i'd feel like that in the first place but i jst feel like i jst wanted to burst.
Im not the type of person to open up to people at that very moment when im really feeling it
sometimes i keep it to my self, cause i always think its better that why&& jst learn to cope it that way. I have trust issues, i notice. i think that's why i keep things to myself & do things independently most of the time.

Anyways, today when i woke up.
i jst went online then i went straight back to bed.
i was watching two movie that kept me busy atleast for the day.
i got ready to go out
but i went out late like at 6
i meet upp with may at kams thn we headed to kakaako,
we ate pizza with the rest of the ppl
thn yeah jst chill&&& laugh&& everything else.
went home at 8:30